You Alone…

Now fully engrossed in my music, I plunked out a few worship songs before landing on an older tune.

With the lone creature still in mind, a sense of urgency filled me as I played; as if I’d been assigned to usher the melody into the throne room of God.

The Old is Gone…

Let’s just say, those are words an impressionable seventh-grader doesn’t soon forget.

While I no longer subscribe to her narrative; I can see how these and similar comments throughout adolescence shaped my internal chatter.

Regardless of her intention, or my ability to forget, the damage was done.

The Letter

Upon returning home, I found myself crippled with fear at the thought of encountering the recipient of my letter.

Awkward hesitation filled every interaction and I prayed she would bring it up.

After a few months, she finally mentioned the letter, but I was so uncomfortable, I didn’t dive further into the topic.